Day 8

Good Morning ladies and gents! How are you today. I am in a great mood. I woke up alot earlier than normal so my weight was heavier than I expected. 138.4 1.6 pound increase. That made me sad :( I'll edit this post and tell you how my day was. Right now I'm feeling pretty sick so I don't know how it's going to turn out.

 I slept well last night. I had a great dream. I can't help but wounder if it had something to do with me writing this blog right before I went to bed. Anyway I dreamed I was a little kid and I was on a swim team. This guy was also on the team and kept pulling on my swim suite and stuff. Than there was this really big kid that got into my lane the same time as the guy challenged me to a race. I started swimming and the guy moved in front of me so I crashed into him than into the other guy. Anyway than there was a dark screen and I was swimming as a teenager. The other guy in teenager form stepped into my lane but this time I stood up and he hugged me I kissed either sides of his face and he kissed mine. The coach called everyone up to the platform and told the guy and me "You guys are getting worse" Which of course made both of us smile and him rap his arm around me.The rest of the swim practice was us swimming laps and  racing against each other. Every time there was a break we would be together. It was an amazing dream that I was pulled out of by the rude screeching of an alarm clock.

If your wondering how I hide my self harm scars the answer is, I wear swim bottoms for the ones on my thighs, bracelets and anklets for my wrist and ankles that's really all you can do.

I have 400 calories today so i'll try to work with it.