Day 12

Hey guys I'm osrry I haven't written here for a little bit. I just had to step back from this. I just hung out with friends for the past 4 days. It has been great. I know I haven''t gone any closer to my goal and I haven't checked the scale yet but I'm pretty sure I moved backwards. well I have a graduation to go to today.  I wish I could get out of it. I also have a captain's  practice for cheer on Friday. I also have a date. I'm a little bit nervous because it's summer and I have to wear tight or no clothes. I still very FAT FAT FAT. Ugh I hate my thighs. Sorry had a little bit of a break down there anyway it's a fast for me today! YAy I'm going to check my weight right now I'll be back. 138.8 OH MY GOD I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS FOUR DAYS OF RELAXING AND I AM UP 4 F****** POUNDS!! OH GOD O NEED TO GET ON THE TREADMILL NOW.