Last day and me ranting about feminist stuff

 I had a pretty bad binge yesterday making me 137. Had a big fight with my friend and saw comfort in food. I was pretty relieved when the number appeared on the scale. I still feel pretty worthless and unloved. I'm really quite tired of being alone and strong.  I don't know maybe just maybe if I could find just one person I'd feel better. I know that sounds bad. It is bad really bad. I don't need a man to make me feel good about my self.  You know what I'm ok with myself I'm a whole person I don't need anyone else. You know what girls you are too. I'm doing fine by myself and I'm going to carry on. Not everything I do is for "love" I'm ok with being single and I'm going to delete my Meet me account. I'm just going to live my life. From this day on you will never read post on here how I just want to love cause I could really care less what anyone thinks. I am my own person and I'll succeed no matter what you say. I'll be on the top and if you work hard enough you might be able to earn a spot next to me and if you don't than it's your loss I've heard mediocre is quite popular now of days so you should have no problem in finding yourself an average girl, who goes head over heels for compliments. I'm going to go live my dreams and I want every girl to do the same. Do whatever you want to do even if it means being alone for a little while.