Last night was so great do you guys remember my long distance friend Paul? Well we skyped lat night from 10 to 7 and it was great. We just talked and looked at each other and looked at each other's bodies. He told me that he was falling for me and this caught me off guard, really off guard, and I didn't know what to say I wanted to tell him I loved him, but yet I knew I was incapable of love and I didn't want to hurt him. I'm so emotionally unstable that I think dating me would only cause him troubles.
To move on there were two cats fighting outside my window, it kind of scared me. I checked my weight at 5 a.m. and I'm 134 LB!!! So happy that means I meet my goal as long as I don't screw this up. I'll post my work out and food states later. I just woke up around noon. God I really do care for him to think that he might want a relationship with me!?!? With me?!?! It's just mind bogoling.
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